He liked being on my right side, and I was always careful not to lean too much pressure on his shoulder, not knowing exactly how long ago the injury had occurred or how well he had recovered. Whenever I’d see him, it wasn’t ever about then, it was only now. In the beginning it’s always a whirlwind, and some things have to wait. I wanted to ask but I figured I’d get a chance to later. Because of course there would be a later.