cold on the shore
dripping and shaking
salt in my hair and my eyes and my lungs
that was the sea
for a moment I’d swum
and you wanna know what?
it was nothing like you
nothing like floundering, drowning and blue
in a puddle.
cold on the shore
dripping and shaking
salt in my hair and my eyes and my lungs
that was the sea
for a moment I’d swum
and you wanna know what?
it was nothing like you
nothing like floundering, drowning and blue
in a puddle.
showdown #563:
what you know to be true
vs.
what you’ve convinced yourself of
forcing it to work
then coming to realize
it doesn’t have to
the trouble with it
was that I was mourning you
before you were gone
I hold you in my hands
(but something about the shape)
I hold with all my might
(it doesn’t fit, it isn’t right)
Mine because I hold
Want because I have
I try to raise you up but the weight
it’s not enough and far too much
(but mine, but want)
I hold you in my hands
but they know
and they can’t.
“It wasn’t a waste,” said love.
“It’s only love,” said time.
it was so easy
whispering all my secrets
to you as you slept
but to think
that I raced up a mountain
without a single thought
just to reach you
makes me wonder
as I’m reaching for you now
what kind of mountain keeps you
from racing to me
if you knew how much
of it you took when you left
would you still be gone?
he tightens the clamp
that squeezes my swollen heart
but you put it there
in between these bouts
I rinse my face; so much salt
I could swim in it
I’m thinking about
all the bad things we could do
to hurt each other
always knowing and
naming what it is you feel
spoils all the fun
it doesn’t matter
we might have missed midnight but
we made up for it
that there hasn’t been
a day since we met that I
haven’t heard your voice
but I’m thinking that
loving you is a distinct
possibility
don’t want to jinx it
but I feel like this just might
become something good